Thursday, September 23, 2010

[转载]当你 の他 不够爱你的时候...

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曾以为,最爱你的人不爱你是最痛苦的一件事情,
总以为,你不爱的人爱你是一件很痛苦的事情,
但...最痛苦的是,彼此是恋人,但他对你只有好感..

.
但却不够爱你...

他...

在你身边是一个这样的人,
你们彼此心中都对对方有好感,
你们很了解彼此,
当你的嘴角微微上扬时,
他就知道你在想些什么...
当你看这他的眼神时,
你也知道他在表达些什么...

你们就和其他情侣一样,

你们一起出门,
一起逛街,
一起看电影,
半夜聊天聊到三点钟,
一起分享着彼此的心事...

大家明明是情侣,

但却隔着一一道看不见的墙...

你想要拥抱的时 候,总会缺一个臂膀。

你想要亲吻的时 候,总会缺一张嘴唇。
你想要哭泣的时 候,总会缺一个肩膀。

你们是相爱的,但爱得很特别,爱得很另类

你们微笑的时候没有快乐,哭泣的时候没有悲伤,相信的时候也 没有承诺
但,你们的手是牵着的...
这感觉,必暧昧还来得痛苦...

好想摆脱这样的感觉,但总忍不住打电话给他

好想不要再理他了,但每当他没SMS你的时候,你的心情总会 不由自主的变得好糟
好想好想把他忘了,但无论走到哪里,总有着你和他的回忆...

直到这样一天,他/她终于离开了,

原因是他找到了“适合的人”,
这时,你哭了...
好想大声地哭出来,好想找一班知己出来倾述,
无奈恋爱时,你把时间都付出给了他,
和朋友们疏远了,无人相伴...
只好一个人躲在房内哭泣...
人生悲哀,莫过如此....

有所保留的那个 人,为自己预留了退路的那个人,随时准备全身而退的那个
人,
当他遇见更适合自己的人时,就会毫不犹豫地和你分手了,
当他不够爱你时,付出再多也是枉然,
始终相信...

"可以培养的是感情,不是爱情”


奈何天下有情人,有缘相恋,无缘相守...

如果再有重来一次的机会,相信还是会有许多人说“我愿意再来 一次!”
虽然知道最终的结局还是分手...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Mischievous Kiss 韩版恶作剧之吻

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I have addicted to Korean version of recently. It made me recalled the memory and the past when I was watching Taiwanese version of Mischievous kiss, which has Joe Cheng and Ariel Lin as the main casts. Mischievous Kiss is my most favorite drama or comic ever. Those who are close to me or understand me know about it for sure, that's the main reason why I had fallen in love with Ariel Lin till now.

Details:
  • Title: 장난스런 키스 / Jangnanseureon Kiss
  • Also known as: Playful Kiss, Naughty Kiss, Mischievous Kiss
  • Genre: Romance, school
  • Episodes: 20
  • Broadcast Network: MBC
  • Broadcast period: 2010-Sep-01 to TBA
  • Air time: Wednesday & Thursday 21:55
  • Related TV shows: Itazura na Kiss, It Started with a Kiss
Sypnosis:

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?

Cast:

Mischievous Kiss with English subtitiles -- watch online [CLICK ME]


This drama has been done in the Taiwanese version and fans of this comic/anime knows the first part of this story isn't where the drama and interest occur. The interesting part of this story should begin after the first kiss. This story has a cult following like "Boys Over Flowers" and I believe it will hold it's own as long as they don deviate from the main story just to get ratings. The story is what it is. Two polar opposites. One a genus and the other borderline mentally handicap, each learning from the other, growing and developing within themselves what they lacked at first meeting. He is very stoic. It's not arrogance as much as assurity because he's always known what he wanted since infancy. She is a dreamer who never hoping for much because she don't think she deserves it because she's mentally lacking. She is starstruck with him because he is everything she wishes to be. It's a lighthearted love story and that's how it should be viewed.


I have never really watched the anime but I have read the comic when I was at age about 17-19. This is the best and most favorite I have ever seen. The second one is Boys Over Flowers. However, I still prefer to watch drama because I can feel close to the drama and getting addicted. It has became my motivation and the source of my happiness recently, when I was down or emotional, I'll watch it to eliminate my sorrow because this drama is pretty funny and interesting. I could find the excitement through watching Mischievous Kiss. However, Taiwanese Version is still the best in my heart, and the OST is the most perfect.

Mischievous Kiss Character Description
Baek Seung Jo

17 years old, a genius, reads 20,000 characters and memorizes 400 words in a minute.

He is member of “A Class” because of his grades, ranked in the top 10 in the nation and number 1 in the school, a title that he has never lost up to this point . . . not just brainy, not just gifted, but a “genius”.
But academics aren’t the only thing that he excels in - he is the type who can learn anything after only seeing it once. He has the looks, the skills, even the wealth of his parents . . . an all-around perfect guy.
He lives the epitome of a perfect life, giving him no reason to be jealous of anyone. However, there is one thing that Seung Jo doesn’t have: a dream. To Seung Jo, everything is dull, mere child’s play.

But one day, a girl from the “F Class” confesses to him.
Her looks are nothing special, and she doesn’t hesitate with her strange and wacky actions. Seung Jo is extremely popular with the female students at school, so he doesn’t give a second glance to this girl who is so fervently confessing to him.
His father tells him that a situation has come up and a family friend will be staying with them for a while. When he sees the daughter, however, he does a double take. The girl is none other than the one who confessed to him, F Class’s Oh Ha Ni.
Living under one roof with that girl . . . surprisingly, he doesn’t dislike this change in his daily life as much as he thought he would . . .

Oh Ha Ni

17 years old, member of the “F Class”, comprised of the students with the worst grades in the entire school.
Although she is far from intelligent, to her, happiness isn’t all about grades or looks. Even if she falls hundreds of times, like a roly-poly, she gets back up every time. Embarassing is not part of her vocabulary. Since her mother passed away a long time ago, her father, who owns a noodle restaurant, raised her from a very young age. Even though she grew up without a mother, she has always maintained a clear state of mind.

When she saw Baek Seung Jo, it was love at first sight.
Handsome face, long legs, a uniform worn so perfectly that even a model would be envious ~~
Although no one has been successful at capturing this perfect person’s heart, Ha Ni is determined to stick it out until the end.

The love letter that she presents to him after much struggle is coldly rejected, and at school, it becomes widely known as “Oh Ha Ni’s Humiliating Incident”.
To make matters worse, Ha Ni and her father soon find themselves with no place to stay due to some unfortunate happenings. HaNi’s father, who has agreed to stay with a friend for the time being, takes Ha Ni to their house. However that place . . . is none other than Seung Jo’s house!


Bong Joon Gu

17 years old, stupid, last place in the entire school, never embarrassed regardless of what the teacher says.
But he is talented in cooking and even earned the recognition of Ha Ni’s father
He feels as if he has a duty to protect Oh Ha Ni.
Depending on the situation, he can be forceful, but he is always devoted to Ha Ni.
For 10 years, he has remarkably looked only at Ha Ni and never even thought about other women.




Jung So Min is very suitable for this role, her acting skill is excellent and very natural. But Ariel Lin is still the best for sure especially for playing 湘琴's role. Both of them looks really dumb in the drama but in fact they are totally another person in the reality. Kim Hyun Joong's acting skill is still normal and do not have much impression to me. Korean version's 直树 which is Seung Jo in this drama is not that fierce and arrogant compared to the Taiwanese version's which is closer to the original comic's version. I like Hyun Joong's expression when he smiles sneakily without letting Ha Ni to see his excitement, she says 'Thank you Seung Jo oppa!', this scene is really touching me.

I am looking forward to every Thursday and Friday for the coming episodes. It has became my motivation to study for the whole week so that I could relax during weekend with watching my favorite drama , regardless who are the main casts, I would watch this drama because I really like the storyline. The author is really awesome!














Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Everything has came to an end

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空荡荡的房间 看着熟悉的照片
一切已成回忆 曾经承诺不让这一切成为回忆
但终究还是回到原点
打开那让人留恋的盒子 把所有的一切装进里面
东西收了 可是 回忆也跟着消失了吗

一年半前 原本自信满满天天快乐的我
在这段感情里 果然收获不少
开心的回忆也很多 难过的更让人痛苦
现在住着的地方 读书的地方 甚至任何一个在新加坡的地方
都有我们的回忆 这将会是我最大的考验

在一段感情里 让人最难过的最痛苦的是回忆
回忆很折磨人 也很可怕 走到每个角落都有他的影子
我最担心的是我的学业 和我最爱的家人
看到家人担心的样子 我会更心疼

人生就是如此 大家都在绕圈圈
绕完了一个圈又回到原点
我不想再加入这种游戏了
这是我人生中第一次遇到这样的苦涩
也让我明白爱一个人是什么滋味
也是如此的痛苦

我发誓 我不要再爱上任何一个人了
对我表白的人都是骗人的
一开始喜欢 几年后还是一样会回到原点
太多太多了 身边的男人都是这样

不要相信爱情 因为这世界上不会有所谓的真爱
更不会有永恒不变的爱情
爱自己 不要爱任何人
付出真心的人 注定是个输家 注定一辈子孤单 一个人难过哭泣

最害怕的是 黑夜的来临
临睡前的那一刻叫人感到恐惧

Monday, July 12, 2010

全新的我 是好是坏?

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生活
很规律 早睡早起
跑步 瑜伽 水果蔬菜排毒餐
护肤 面膜 感觉很充实
充实中带一点平淡
就像咖啡一样
虽然苦涩 可是总是会有一点甜
一个人坐在客厅里 时钟一分一秒地走
按着手中的remote control
突然觉得充实的生活中其实也很空虚
夜深人静的四周 顿时会让人觉得寂寞
以后再也看不到电话屏幕突然显示“晚安”的信息
一个人 独立 成熟 开放 坚强
那些都是我应该学习的

朋友
在心里 家人永远是第一
现在对我而言 朋友是第二
对朋友的信任和信心慢慢建立起来
虽然偶尔还是会质疑 但是我会勇敢
勇敢地去建立朋友之间的信任
最近的生活完全围绕着朋友
朋友的陪伴让我度过许多瓶颈
有你们的疼爱 我觉得我是幸福的

感情
感觉自己变成另个人
不知道这是好还是坏
最近回想起从很久以前的感情到现在的回忆
我做了对自己好的结论
那就是 凡事不能太投入不能奋不顾身不顾一切
花心 是因为不敢付出真心
那句话我觉得很有意思
从一部戏看到的PS
害怕会再次失去自己 不想再难过
最近不知道这些桃花是好还是坏
可是 已经没有多余的真心可以付出了
很想花心 可是却做不到
老了吧 已经没有力气再去想感情的事
或许是失去自信 觉得他们的喜欢都不会是真心的
爱 没有永恒的 男人 都是三分钟热度
付出真心的人 是输家
越在乎的人 越得不到想要的真爱
谢谢你 让我有了现在的想法 也成长了许多
学会了体谅 理智 开放
一个人住在心里的感觉很不好受吧?
但或许有一天 会有一个真的能让你忘记她的女生出现
到时要好好把握 不要再伤害任何女生了
我呢 会好好珍惜现在的机会
但是 如果还是看不到未来 我会理智的作决定
最后的疼爱 是手放开
对于另一个他 或许我们当好朋友
一直关心彼此 以朋友的身份互相联络
这样 应该会更好吧?
毕竟这样我们才能维持到永远的关系
因为 我不再相信这世上有所谓的真爱
即使有 我也不再相信真爱会是永恒
有了自由 才会有爱 真的是这样吗?
努力了 累过了 哭过了 心痛了
是时候 过着自己想要的生活

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

我还是那个我

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看了你的blog
我只能说 我对你还是以前的那个我
在这里读书和活动的忙时你无法想象的
别以为我真的那么好命 每天有男朋友陪伴
你错了 这才是叫人最辛酸的
明明在同一个地方 却不常在一起
每天上了课就去library读书到晚上
回去后就做运动做美容
有时甚至连在这里的朋友住对面的朋友我们都没有时间去闲聊
不是不在乎 你妹说我不在乎你
可是她是我吗?有什么话会比亲耳听到我说的来得正确呢?
毕竟你应该要知道的是我本人的想法
否则直接给我下定论真的很不公平
这几天我快要崩溃了
被你们两个折腾得不行了
如果我不在乎你 我会因为你难过吗
如果我不珍惜我们之间的友情 我会因为你的话而深受打击吗
我如果真的不在乎你 我会连你的话都不在乎了
你到底明不明白我?
你说的每个回忆我都还记得 我也是人 有感情有累有回忆
要说再见其实真的不容易
写了那篇文章后 我发现我根本是在欺骗自己
我还会因为你而痛 因为你的话不开心
这样的情绪 我们怎么可能说再见就再见
就像现在的我和他一样 怎么能说分手就分手
心就不会痛吗?两把刀刺在我的心上
心在淌血

他不爱我

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不爱
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
不爱
说话的时候不够认真
沈默的时候又太用心
知道不爱
的眼神 说出的心
看透了的心
还有别人逗留的背影
的回忆清除得不够乾净
看到了的心
演的全是
和她的电影
不爱
尽管如此
还是赢走了的心

Monday, June 14, 2010

再见

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有些事情很莫名其妙,有些人很让人摸不着
为什么那么喜欢把每一件事情都看得那么悲观,每一件事情都要那么计较
成熟的人是不会那么糟塌朋友的心意
难怪每次投诉没有真心朋友
因为自己一直对所有人产生怀疑
我的生日连个庆祝会都没有,我有那么小气去计较去伤心去生气吗?
真的把对方的朋友的人是真的会明白了解对方是怎样的人
而不是去践踏糟塌别人
说真的,我也是忍很久了可是我从来没有在blog里写对她的不满
因为我还为她留情面留面子
而且那样做是小孩子的行为

明明什么都没有做 却每次会突然在背后捅我一刀
我不会再怕你了 怕什么?我觉得朋友之间若需要这样怕来怕去 那就真的很辛苦
我只能说 跟你做朋友 让我喘不过气让我很辛苦
既然你说没有必要再见 你连这种话都说得出口 那我们就永远不要见了

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