Wednesday, February 29, 2012

The Piano Tuner trailer (Find out the ending from the beginning)

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Friday, January 27, 2012

祝你幸福

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看见你找到适合你自己的幸福
我也替你感到高兴

我也希望自己的幸福可以一直不断地保持下去
大家都要幸福!

Friday, December 30, 2011

我是一片叶子

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也许我注定当一辈子的叶子。。。
一片飘浮不定的叶子
一片想永远像个被宠坏的小孩的叶子
一片没有着落的叶子
日子久了 叶子就从树上飘落下来
一瞬间 就被抵抗不了的风带走

Thursday, December 8, 2011

烦

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不懂不懂我不懂!!
I don't like ppl keep asking me to decide but at the same time those ppl can't confirm once I make decision!
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下个星期一开工了,好怕啊!!

Friday, November 11, 2011

Should I give up?

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"Aiyah Malaysian hor come singapore to earn singapore money then keep changing job one..."
"your English so terrible, success? haha this is Singapore leh...you must be able to speak English only can make a success ok, if you can not speak good English like us, you'll never be able to make a success in your life"
"why don't you go back to your own country and work?"
"3 years bond? haha..dun care lah, nobody will care one, just go back to your country"
"how long have u been looking for a job? why still haven't got a job? must be nobody wanna hire you lah..."
"don't be so arrogant..don't always make assumption..if you cannot make profit for company, why shud we hire you? we dun need someone who is liable.."
"Ask a question!" then I ask lor.. you know what he answered me?
"I dunno! ask another one." he gave me a super irritating look when he said he dunno...damn it! then i asked lor.
he said "I don't want to answer this." F*** off lah!
he keeps repeating this for 15 mins... dun wanna answer me then why did he ask me to ask a question in the first place?
I am proud to be a Malaysian! so? you tot i like to suffer in your country?
I have 3 years bond to your government.. who gonna pay my debt? you ar? f**ker!
"why dun you join your fren's company?Must be they dun want to hire u la..haha"
laugh what? very funny meh?
Your English very good meh..SINGLISH also ma..
you can earn money so what...you have such a poor personality!
I know I dun have ability to earn money.. but at least I am not that inhuman as you
and please stop staring at me with your disgusting eyes!
I told him "I dun have any questions to ask anymore as I dun feel like joining your company and earn money for you!"
不要用你的狗眼看人低!
today super sien lah... when I came back, I just locked myself up in my room and cry out loud.
Im not fragile, it's just I really beh tahan lah..I have to do stg to vent my anger.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

I hate to be an adult

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I hate getting the lives of adults, I became more and more resistant to the lives of adults

Perhaps someone right, working life is so terrible

If we are busy every day and even no time to send messages to each other...

Even a message of "Have you eaten?" also got no time to send then our life is how horrible

We are like robots, our lives are controlled by work and money

No passion, no time to love, not even have our own private spaces

We lose that impulse to want to embrace the lover

Get up to go to work every day and then go home after work done

Doing our own thing and then sleep, repeating the same life every day...

Sometimes I wonder what is the reason people live? what is the meaning of living?

For an example, when the other party suddenly issued the invitation of dating to me

I will feel happy over this trivial matter and then immediately prepare everything for the short date

But the next second I saw his message that he got appointment with clients suddenly

I instantly felt disappointed and upset...

But I know as his partner, I should be understanding, be more mature too

It's just that his working hour is TOO flexible and abnormal

This is the adult's life

BUT I prefer to be a child

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

A Penny for My Thoughts

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I feel myself sooooooo useless
I did try my best!
But the life here is damn stressed!
I must survive!

Others are soooo busy..busy busy busy everyday
I feel my life lack of something
but I can't think of it when I am jobless right?
can't! can't request so much!

Must be I got plenty of time
so my thinking starts to run wild
MUST BE!

Well people, you are right.
I feel bored when I were alone
Aren't you the same?

I don't like to tell... to say out
Cuz if I do this, I feel myself repeat the kid's behavior again
again again and again...
I did it twice in front of him ady
no more, pls! No more!

Hais I can stay focus.. Will I?
I can be strong... Can I?

Well I hope I can be firm.
But guys, I know that...
Guys tend to request their gals to be more understanding...improve themselves...this and that
Well I remember I told someone about it before...
"I can become the person you hope for..I can give u plenty of time,can ignore you,can feel nothing when you don't have time to accompany me.. But that will be the day when I'm not longer loving you...Then I can do it naturally without making myself suffer and endure..."

In the meanwhile, I can improve myself..
Nope! It's..I MUST improve myself.
No one can guarantee what will happen in the future...

A reminder for myself: Don't fall in love with someone DEEPLY before he/she loves you. Commit it when he/she ready to marry you.

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