Saturday, February 14, 2009

Our First Valentine's day 2009

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Yo...I just came back...very tired today...but very happy...he has given me a lot of surprises...I really thought he does nothing for the valentine and maybe only a gift...but I really can feel his sincerity and his romantic characters...put a lot of effort on our first valentine's day... Both of us slept until very late of morning...we set off at 12 pm...before we going out,he brought a red rose and wear a super nice clothes and jeans...wow...my first impression about his dressings is....leng zai...lol^.^i rarely have chances to c him wear nice shirt...like attending dinner....haha~but i felt happy when he dressed up himself~


then we met beien and xuehai at level one so we went out tgt...our first double date...they are very sweet...of cuz i also excited for our first officially dating...some more it was our first valentine's... Our first station is Vivo City...They had lunch in Mache' Restaurant...my noob dear called it is Machi Restaurant...><"soooo noob!Then we had lunch in Kim Gary...wow...quite a lot of ppl...but it's worth to wait...cuz the food there are very delicious...I like the Yuan Yang so much...and the baked spagetthi with beef steak...made me very full...and of cuz we have a lot of topic...and keep chatting...he is very funny...a lot of jokes..and of cuz he was very sweet and caring...ya,i admit i m like a child n still not that mature as him~that's y he always the one who taking care of me...

After that, we went to Sentosa...wow...damn crowded!! We walked across the Southern Bridge and climbed a high staircase><"



but i like the feel of standing on the top of it...the warm and the peace he gave me made me unforgettable~it was a windy day...It can made me at ease...and feel peaceful...after that, we walked on the beach...finally sit down and lied down on the beach...quiite dirty...haha...but I still very happy...we saw the sky tgt...observed the ppl around us...and talked a lot of craps...and then dear carried me to walk on the seaside...haha..I m damn heavy rite...I must diet la...or else dear will be very pitiful...haha..i've gainned weight...cannot carry on gainning weight!!

then we met xuehai and beien again~we took a lot of pics...damn funny...haha~I like those pics..


finally we have our own photos d...so happy~~ Then we hang around until 7 pm,after that, we went to Clarke Quay and had dinner in a Japanese Restaurant...quite nice...I had ordered beef and teriyaki chicken set meal and dear ordered teriyaki chicken set meal~quite full la...and also made fun of the waiter...poor thing~~hehehe...Then xuehai and beien separate with us...so me n dear just sat beside the river...on the staircase...

it was such a nice and wonderful nite...watched the sky without any stars...ya...this is the shoulder i wana lean on it...after tonite,I have sense of security...we HTHT too...so i can understand him more now...understand what is him thinking~and also heard some true words that he wanna tell me..it's rarely that he would sentimentally talking to me~finally i know he cares about me a lot...really love me from the bottome of his heart...trust him now...there is no doubt about his sincerity now...even though we all cannot make the promises for our future...but we can try our best to maintain our relationship...he loves me...i can feel it finally...



Then we came back to hall...and he brought another present for me..I was surprised by him! there are motives that he wanna take pic with me tgt and wanna 4R size...and of cuz some 1R size which can put into the wallet i given to him as valentine's present. he bought a nice photo frame and put the photo i chose into the frame right away~and then i was surprised by a nice-looking and lovely box...inside the box,i saw the star and the love shape stuffs which made by himself...these are the sincerity and the romantic behaviour i can feel from him~and also a love letter which touched my heart~i love the chinese characters he wrote at the last line...so cute~and lovely! cuz he dun really know how 2 write chinese words...he learnt it by himself...that's y i feel it's touching~



Even though there is a very troubling problem we have to overcome...but i dun think it might affect our relationship now...but maybe could affect my studies...cuz it is really bothering me...i feel quite miserable when i saw those irritating msgs...i have to resettle this matter...cuz this matter made my dear worries and unhappy sometimes...Love cannot be forced by someone...I know who I m loving now..."'You' are my present tense and also future continuous tense.." I like this phrase which heard by dear...ya...we shud trust each other and give each other freedoms...I must be fair to him,cannot drag that prob anymore..must chop chop settle in these few days...JiaYou!



Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Love + Fate = Happiness?

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It shud be the time to update my status rite...many things happened all of a sudden...actually...many things have been occurred long time ago but i dun think that was the right time to say out n even myself also cannot confirm those matters...that's y only de
clare all the facts now...



I shud not lack of confidence again...From that day on,we have talked nicely...finally i can understand what is he thinking...and now i have faith in him n even in this relationship... even though i not sure our relationship can be long lasting or not...but I m very sure that both of us loving each other truly...no lies...no cheats...not play play only...we are seriously loving each other...


Maybe some ppl disapprove our relationship...we even cannot possess all blessings from everyone...even some ppl think we are not serious about our relationship...but i dun care...i seriously dun care...as long as he knows i love him...i know he loves me..that's enuf...


He is very naughty...always say smth make me angry or make me upset...but i know he just wanna play a prank on me...but i still lack of sense of security...hehe...actually i also cannot give any promises...i understand myself..i m not a good lover...only sure i m a good fren...but anyway, i m serious about every relationship...



Btw,i still owe someone an apology...really sorry...actually our story shud be ended last year...but we keep dragging it...and end up making both of us unhappy...i tot u really can understand cuz u r the one who gave me up...but now u say u regret...but i have made my choice...i hope we still can be frens one day...but it's very hard 2 meet u up now...sorry...jiayou ok?

No more emo...no more sadness...dun want to be emo gal anymore...n wanna thank u for bringing me out of the emo world...and lead me to a new world whcich only bring happiness n joys to me...thanks...

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