Love + Fate = Happiness?

It shud be the time to update my status rite...many things happened all of a sudden...actually...many things have been occurred long time ago but i dun think that was the right time to say out n even myself also cannot confirm those matters...that's y only declare all the facts now...

I shud not lack of confidence again...From that day on,we have talked nicely...finally i can understand what is he thinking...and now i have faith in him n even in this relationship... even though i not sure our relationship can be long lasting or not...but I m very sure that both of us loving each other truly...no lies...no cheats...not play play only...we are seriously loving each other...

Maybe some ppl disapprove our relationship...we even cannot possess all blessings from everyone...even some ppl think we are not serious about our relationship...but i dun care...i seriously dun care...as long as he knows i love him...i know he loves me..that's enuf...

He is very naughty...always say smth make me angry or make me upset...but i know he just wanna play a prank on me...but i still lack of sense of security...hehe...actually i also cannot give any promises...i understand myself..i m not a good lover...only sure i m a good fren...but anyway, i m serious about every relationship...

Btw,i still owe someone an apology...really sorry...actually our story shud be ended last year...but we keep dragging it...and end up making both of us unhappy...i tot u really can understand cuz u r the one who gave me up...but now u say u regret...but i have made my choice...i hope we still can be frens one day...but it's very hard 2 meet u up now...sorry...jiayou ok?

No more emo...no more sadness...dun want to be emo gal anymore...n wanna thank u for bringing me out of the emo world...and lead me to a new world whcich only bring happiness n joys to me...thanks...